Not-So-Candid Me...

Ohkay...growing up, I didn't like my pictures being taken. I hardly smile in front of the cam. Don't ask me to smile coz I won't. Heee. But since discovering that I can take still shots from our webcam back in June [we had the camera for two years now and I only discovered it around that time...], I've been taking pictures of myself every month. Heee. I dunno, I find it very therapeutic in a way. That I can let loose this way and even let other people see them. Hah! If you don't like them, tough! Teehee. Have I changed much since June??? Have a fine week ahead. Gotta go to our client's office now. I just finished my lunch adobong pusit, one of my faves. Will post again later. I'm pressed for time. Heee. Just wanted to do this. I'm in the moment. Thanks again for visiting. God Bless us always.

All up to Him...

He invites us to give our burdens and cares to Him, because He cares for us. [1 Peter 5:7].

If I didn't have God, I wouldn't find a reason to sit here at all. It would all be in vain. Whatever your God...whatever your heart. To strive for betterment of self, is evident of love. And love, is so mighty. It IS godly, and it is divine. [excerpt from Jann Arden's journal post dated 26-Sep-2005]

Tuesday, almost 7am here. Just posting a quick one.

I'm sleepy. I did get almost 6 hours of sleep last night. It felt great.

Will not get to meet NG this month. It's all good though. A bit sad about the fact since my mind is set to not work for two weeks. Hee. Haven't had a long vacay, no reason and budget to have one. NG's reason is something I am really familiar with. Of course, it can be some other reason too, but I'm giving him the benefit of the doubt and taking his word on that. He believes in God, so, I feel it's just that for now.

I have to say, long distance relationships, esp. the ones that started online is TOUGH. I NEVER thought that it would feel like this but damn, it's not easy. Kudos to those who can do it successfully. My prayers for them all. There are times, that I just wanna give up and all that but I don't want this to be another what if in my life.

I've had a few what ifs back then. Not online but just the same, I still wonder about that. Grrrr. I should have just grabbed that spoon back then. That guy seemed sincere and all that. I wonder how he is right now. Oh well. I don't want what I have with NG to be a wonderment in the future.

I have to see this through and see where it will lead us. Who knows really? Only God knows. Yes.

I'm not being preachy about it but I believe if I trust in Him completely and whole-heartedly things will be ok, even if the end result will not be favorable to me. As long as I have my faith in God, I WILL BE FINE-d. Indeed.

Nadine: Ate, ano favorite letter mo?
Me: V
N: Bakit?
Me: V for Vikkicar and V for Vrian
N: Vrian? Di naman ganon spell yun eh! [then she laughs]
Me: Ikaw, ano favorite letter mo?
N: C, kze wala sya sa abakada, naaawa ako sa kanya...
[Thank God for kids...I love Nadine. She makes me smile ALL THE TIME and I mean, ALL THE TIME.]

Have a fine week ahead. Thanks again for visiting. God Bless us always.

Trust in Him...

Trust by Sixpence None The Richer

Trust in the Lord
With all your heart
Lean not on your own understanding
In all of your ways acknowledge Him
And He will make your paths straight
Don't worry about tomorrow
He's got it under control
Just trust in the Lord with all your heart
And he will carry you through

Lord, sometimes it gets so tough
To keep my eyes on you when things are going rough
But then I turn my eyes up to the sky and I hear your voice

It says to me:
Trust in the Lord
With all your heart
Lean not on your own understanding
In all of your ways acknowledge Him
And He will make your paths straight
Don't worry about tomorrow
He's got it under control
Just trust in the Lord
With all your heart
And he will carry you through
And He will carry you through

Something To Do...

Ten Years Ago: The year was 1995. Hmmm. Alanis Morissette's Jagged Little Pill first came out. I bought a cassette tape of that. My Tita Mel passed away, she was 32. Parents came home from Jersey. We moved to Novaliches.

Five Years Ago: 2000. Much ado about the milennium bug. Made my very first website, Litebuzz Online.

One Year Ago: Hmmm...September 2004, I remember, M&A had a little fallout. Went to my HS Alumni Day/School Fair. Sat next to my crush. [heee]

Yesterday: Slept around 5am-ish. Still in sick bay. I don't like it one bit. Been taking paracetamol. I don't like pills. But I have to. Was in bed all day and plus the early evening. Was nodding on and off while watching the Gilmore Girls.

Five Songs I Know All The Words To:
How Do You Talk To An Angel by The Heights
You Oughta Know by Alanis Morissette
Baby I Love Your Way by Big Mountain
I'll Be There For You by The Rembrandts
Because You Loved Me - Celine Dion [yeah..I love that song...Up Close & Personal made me cry too...]

Five Things I Would Do with 100 Million Dollars:
Give to charity
Give to the church
Share it with the people I love [give them things that they want that couldn't afford..there's always that one thing that we always want BUT we can't just afford no? If I can afford it, it's a done deal.]
Set up college funds for Nadine, my nephew Dylan, and my other nephews and nieces
Finish school.

Five Things I Would Never Wear: Stiletto shoes, Corsets, Sleeveless Shirts [in public], Mini-skirts [O dear God!], and those longish-biggie earrings.

Five Favorite TV Shows: FRIENDS, Ed, Gilmore Girls, LOST, CSI

Five Bad Habits: Worrying too much, Not getting enough sleep, Can be negative at times, Worrying too much [ehe]...

Five Biggest Joys: Talking to Nadine, Chocolates, Snail Cards, Magazine or books on sale, Sleeping..

Five Fictional Characters I Would Date:
Lloyd Dobler [John Cusack in Say Anything];
Peter Wright [Robert Downey Jr. in Only You];
Eddie Alden [Hugh Jackman in Someone Like You];
Noah Calhoun [Ryan Gosling in The Notebook];
Christian [Ewan McGregor in Moulin Rouge]

Tagging: Anyone...don't wanna force anyone to do this...heee...took me a while to finish this one myself. Thanks to Jax for this one.

Have a fine Sunday. God Bless us always.

Like Gum is Perfection...

The One With All The Trivia

The One With All Ten Seasons

IF I had lotsa cash, I know a handful of people that will love those items above.

9 months as of today, who would've thought??? Sigh. [that's a good sigh btw...]

Anyhoo, have to go for now. Have a fine Tuesday. Thanks again for visiting. Keep the faith. God Bless us always.