Feels like it...

Saturday morning here, another weekend. It's ok so far. Hope yours ain't bad too.

I've had an off week so to speak. Thinking of where to get money and stuff. It's hard keeping up with bills and such. Frustrating at times. BUT we just have to continue having faith. That the probs we're experiencing now will be a temporary one. Yes, quite hard to accept when you're in the moment but if we're faithful to God, it'll be fine.

My dear Nanay is still in the province. She wants to go home but she can't coz of the property case there. Oh well. She'll be here soon. She keeps texting me and says that I should take care of Lyn and asks her what she needs for school. Like that would happen.

Yeah right! I'm not a bad person but I won't do something that I don't want to just to be a "good" person in the eyes of a few people. Man, I don't like the fact that Lyn is living with us but I didn't have a choice. Like the other day, she told me that she needed to pay for this and that. I sooooo wanted to reply, "pakialam ko..." I mean, we're experiencing money probs right now [like always] more than ever coz my sisters are still adjusting in Dubai and all and having Lyn here is just not very appealing to me. I know, I don't pay all the bills in here but I help with whatever I can. Sigh. Sometimes, I feel guilty buying this and that for myself coz I know she may be needing something. BUT, it's not my responsibility. OH man. I thought the feeling of me not wanting her here will go away but it's still here. Maybe, in a few months, when we're not having money probs anymore, it'll be ok. Who knows. I just wish my Nanay didn't bring her here without thinking of where she'll get the money for her schooling. Can only sigh about this. Been praying a whole lot about this matter too.

On a much lighter note, I'm hooked on Rockstar:INXS, my faves are MiG Ayesa, Marty Casey [Mr. Brightside is one of my current fave songs coz of his performance] and Deanna Johnston [got a husky kinda voice but me likey]. Also, never thought INXS have great songs. I'm only familiar to a few but when I saw the vid for Never Tear Us Apart, man...that's a really emo song, Michael Hutchence is such a passionate singer. I've heard Suzie McNeil's & JD's version, also Deanna's. Wow. Nice nice song. I'm thinking of buying an INXS cd sometime soon. Yep. Maybe, a best of CD.

I have a new layout indeed BUT I still have to figure out how my archives will appear. Hmmm. I will figure it out in time. I'm not an HTML doctor, I wish I am. That would be very handy no?

CDs on my list as of today:

Alanis' 10th Anniversary edition of Jagged Little Pill [acoustic baby...can you believe it's been 10 years since that album first came out. WOW!!!]
The Killers - Hot Fuss
Jason Mraz - Mr. A-Z
Best of INXS

I love MiG's voice. Man, he's such a good performer. Heee. Very crush-worthy. He made me love the song Baby, I Love Your Way even more. SIGH. I'm even participating in the message board. I watch his videos everytime I'm in front of the PC. Heee. I'm hook like that. Oh, speaking of Rockstar, it's request week, just go to Rockstar@MSN for more info. You get to request as to which song each rocker will perform. I have voted Hard To Handle for MiG. I'm excited.

Ok, must end this one for now. To EBC, we will have better days. That's for sure. Prayers check for everyall. Have a fine Saturday. God Bless us always.