The New Year Is Here...
This Year by Chantal Kreviazuk
This year is gonna be incredible
This year is gonna be the one
All the planets are lining up for me
This year, I'm gonna have fun
This year, I'll paint my masterpiece
This year, I'll be recognized
I can feel that I'll fall in love for real
This year
This year
January, I'll learn to fly
February, love's gonna find me
March, April, May
I'll get carried away
Oh, oh - Oh, oh
This year, I'll reach that pinnacle
This year, I'll get to the top
People'll realize where she got that energy
This year, I'm never gonna stop
January, I'll learn to fly
February, love's gonna find me
March, April, May
I'll get carried away
Oh, oh - Oh, oh
Oh, oh - Oh, oh
This year is gonna be incredible
This year is gonna be the one
All the planets are lining up for me
This year, I'm gonna have fun
I'm gonna have fun
Ah, just watch me now
This year
This year
This year
Tuesday, December 31, 2002
Sunday, December 29, 2002
Song Lyric of the Week...
You Were Meant For Me
sung by Sting
Life was a song
You came along
I lay awake the whole night through
If I should dare
To think you care
This is what I'd say to you
You were meant for me
And I was meant for you
Nature fashioned you
And when she was done
You were all those good things
Rolled into one
You're like a plaintive melody
That never lets me be
I'm content the angels must have sent you
And they meant you just for me
You're like a plaintive melody
That never lets me be
I'm content the angels must have sent you
And they meant you just for me.
You Were Meant For Me
sung by Sting
Life was a song
You came along
I lay awake the whole night through
If I should dare
To think you care
This is what I'd say to you
You were meant for me
And I was meant for you
Nature fashioned you
And when she was done
You were all those good things
Rolled into one
You're like a plaintive melody
That never lets me be
I'm content the angels must have sent you
And they meant you just for me
You're like a plaintive melody
That never lets me be
I'm content the angels must have sent you
And they meant you just for me.
Friday, December 27, 2002
Friday Five
1. What was your biggest accomplishment this year?
Talking [I really tried...] about an important matter with my friends.
2. What was your biggest disappointment?
Having a little glitch with some of my friends.
3. Will you be making any New Year's resolutions?
Not Really. I would list what I wanna do in 2003 and see [at the end of 2003] if I had accomplish any. No strings.
4. Where will you be at midnight? Do you wish you could be somewhere else?
I will be at my Aunt's house. I wish I could be with someone, hmmm...
5. Aside from (possibly) staying up late, do you have any other New Year's traditions?
None that I know of.
1. What was your biggest accomplishment this year?
Talking [I really tried...] about an important matter with my friends.
2. What was your biggest disappointment?
Having a little glitch with some of my friends.
3. Will you be making any New Year's resolutions?
Not Really. I would list what I wanna do in 2003 and see [at the end of 2003] if I had accomplish any. No strings.
4. Where will you be at midnight? Do you wish you could be somewhere else?
I will be at my Aunt's house. I wish I could be with someone, hmmm...
5. Aside from (possibly) staying up late, do you have any other New Year's traditions?
None that I know of.
Tuesday, December 24, 2002
Friday Five for last December 20...
1. What holiday or holidays do you celebrate this time of year?
Christmas Day. New Year's and our Philippine hero Jose Rizal's Day on December 30th.
2. What was the best gift you have ever received?
Hmmm...I guess, it would be the CD of TV themes I got for Christmas last year.
3. What was the worst gift you've ever given?
Hmmm...I don't like to think that I've given a gift to someone that is considered to be the worst.
4. Where will you be celebrating the holidays? Are you hosting? Going away? I will celebrate Christmas Eve and New Year's Eve at my Aunt's house, together with some of my relatives. Bound to be fun.
5. If you could spend the holidays with someone who isn't around, who would it be with? Why?
jxl. I just wanna spend time with that person.
1. What holiday or holidays do you celebrate this time of year?
Christmas Day. New Year's and our Philippine hero Jose Rizal's Day on December 30th.
2. What was the best gift you have ever received?
Hmmm...I guess, it would be the CD of TV themes I got for Christmas last year.
3. What was the worst gift you've ever given?
Hmmm...I don't like to think that I've given a gift to someone that is considered to be the worst.
4. Where will you be celebrating the holidays? Are you hosting? Going away? I will celebrate Christmas Eve and New Year's Eve at my Aunt's house, together with some of my relatives. Bound to be fun.
5. If you could spend the holidays with someone who isn't around, who would it be with? Why?
jxl. I just wanna spend time with that person.
Sunday, December 22, 2002
Song Lyric of the Week...
Since I don't post something in here regularly, thought I'd start a regular thing in here.
Hands - Jewel
If I could tell the world just one thing
It would be that we're all OK
And not to worry 'cause worry is wasteful
And useless in times like these
I won't be made useless
I won't be idle with despair
I will gather myself around my faith
For light does the darkness most fear
My hands are small, I know
But they're not yours, they are my own
But they're not yours, they are my own
And I am never broken
Poverty stole your golden shoes
It didn't steal your laughter
And heartache came to visit me
But I knew it wasn't ever after
We'll fight, not out of spite
For someone must stand up for what's right
'Cause where there's a man who has no voice
There ours shall go singing
My hands are small I know
But they're not yours, they are my own
But they're not yours, they are my own
I am never broken
In the end only kindness matters
In the end only kindness matters
I will get down on my knees, and I will pray
I will get down on my knees, and I will pray
I will get down on my knees, and I will pray
My hands are small I know
But they're not yours, they are my own
But they're not yours, they are my own
And I am never broken
My hands are small I know
But they're not yours, they are my own
But they're not yours, they are my own
And I am never broken
We are never broken
We are God's eyes
God's hands
God's mind
We are God's eyes
God's hands
God's heart
We are God's eyes
God's hands
God's eyes
We are God's hands
We are God's hands
Since I don't post something in here regularly, thought I'd start a regular thing in here.
Hands - Jewel
If I could tell the world just one thing
It would be that we're all OK
And not to worry 'cause worry is wasteful
And useless in times like these
I won't be made useless
I won't be idle with despair
I will gather myself around my faith
For light does the darkness most fear
My hands are small, I know
But they're not yours, they are my own
But they're not yours, they are my own
And I am never broken
Poverty stole your golden shoes
It didn't steal your laughter
And heartache came to visit me
But I knew it wasn't ever after
We'll fight, not out of spite
For someone must stand up for what's right
'Cause where there's a man who has no voice
There ours shall go singing
My hands are small I know
But they're not yours, they are my own
But they're not yours, they are my own
I am never broken
In the end only kindness matters
In the end only kindness matters
I will get down on my knees, and I will pray
I will get down on my knees, and I will pray
I will get down on my knees, and I will pray
My hands are small I know
But they're not yours, they are my own
But they're not yours, they are my own
And I am never broken
My hands are small I know
But they're not yours, they are my own
But they're not yours, they are my own
And I am never broken
We are never broken
We are God's eyes
God's hands
God's mind
We are God's eyes
God's hands
God's heart
We are God's eyes
God's hands
God's eyes
We are God's hands
We are God's hands
Tuesday, December 17, 2002
Random Qs 4...
Find your inner Smurf!
What kind of soda are you?? Find out @ blackhole
 | You are Rowlf! |
Find your inner Smurf!
What kind of soda are you?? Find out @ blackhole
Monday, December 16, 2002
Litemail is 3 years old...
Back in December 99, I joined an un-official mailing list for 103.5 K-lite. It was the first interactive mailing list that I joined in. Speedwoman is the moderator of the mailing list. As countless e-mails go by, we found ourselves telling things we wouldn't normally tell other people. We'd consult if we've got family, work, school or personal problems. We'd share when we were happy or not-so-happy. The mailing list became our own turf whenever we were online. We'd anticipate each member's comments and reactions. Slowly but surely we build a friendship started online and transcended into real-life friendship.
Last Saturday the 14th, we had our Christmas/Anniversary/Thanksgiving Party. It was fun. We had fun. I had fun. It started around 2pm of Saturday and ended around 4am-ish of Sunday.
I'm guessing, it will be around February 2003 til the next EB. Until then...I will just reminisce about that day/night...I still can't believe I blurted out horny in front of them. Oh well...
Back in December 99, I joined an un-official mailing list for 103.5 K-lite. It was the first interactive mailing list that I joined in. Speedwoman is the moderator of the mailing list. As countless e-mails go by, we found ourselves telling things we wouldn't normally tell other people. We'd consult if we've got family, work, school or personal problems. We'd share when we were happy or not-so-happy. The mailing list became our own turf whenever we were online. We'd anticipate each member's comments and reactions. Slowly but surely we build a friendship started online and transcended into real-life friendship.
Last Saturday the 14th, we had our Christmas/Anniversary/Thanksgiving Party. It was fun. We had fun. I had fun. It started around 2pm of Saturday and ended around 4am-ish of Sunday.
I'm guessing, it will be around February 2003 til the next EB. Until then...I will just reminisce about that day/night...I still can't believe I blurted out horny in front of them. Oh well...
Monday, December 02, 2002
Dreams by jxl...
As time passes thru my eyes,
I look up at the blue sky,
I see a reflection of you sailing by,
What a surprise my first thought is you by my side,
Holding hands walking
As our feet leave trails in the soft white sand.
Who knows the mind state we're in,
I just wish this day wouldn't end,
I awaken it was only a dream…
As time passes thru my eyes,
I look up at the blue sky,
I see a reflection of you sailing by,
What a surprise my first thought is you by my side,
Holding hands walking
As our feet leave trails in the soft white sand.
Who knows the mind state we're in,
I just wish this day wouldn't end,
I awaken it was only a dream…
It's Been One Week...
You met someone months ago. Things has been doing a okay. Then, all of a sudden, you didn't hear from that person for a week. What will you think happen to that person? Being the "sometimes" negative thinker that I am. I thought and still thinking of the worst case scenario. Aarrgghhh. I feel like breaking stuffs. I read somewhere that it could be therapeutic. Oh well...
You met someone months ago. Things has been doing a okay. Then, all of a sudden, you didn't hear from that person for a week. What will you think happen to that person? Being the "sometimes" negative thinker that I am. I thought and still thinking of the worst case scenario. Aarrgghhh. I feel like breaking stuffs. I read somewhere that it could be therapeutic. Oh well...
Wednesday, November 13, 2002
10 Years [well, almost] ...
Tuesday night. Met up some of my highschool friends to visit one of our friend who had a medical operation. I had fun being with them again. I discovered that we have changed thru the years but at the same time we still the same highschoolers as we used to be.
I love highschool. Not the schooling per se but the memories I had with my friends. These friends are the people who know me quite well. Like when I don't talk and just listen, they know that I've always been like that. Like when the topic is on TV and magazines and I will contribute a little on the conversation, they know that I've always been like that. [though more TV fanatic now, hehehe.] Like when they drink some beers and I don't, they know that I've always been like that. It's fun to be with them because they know me [or the things about me] and I don't have to explains some things to them. [I kinda have a hard time talking my heart out and I don't feel like talking about it right now...hehehe.] One of the things that I also noticed [and I never realized this before] that they do want to hear what I have to say about something. My opinions on things, it really made me feel great knowing that my thoughts on things are wanted. [oh yeah...]
Next year, we will celebrate 10 years since our highschool graduation. Dang. Ten years. Whoa. That's something to think about. Man, 10 years since highschool. That is another milestone.
Tuesday night. Met up some of my highschool friends to visit one of our friend who had a medical operation. I had fun being with them again. I discovered that we have changed thru the years but at the same time we still the same highschoolers as we used to be.
I love highschool. Not the schooling per se but the memories I had with my friends. These friends are the people who know me quite well. Like when I don't talk and just listen, they know that I've always been like that. Like when the topic is on TV and magazines and I will contribute a little on the conversation, they know that I've always been like that. [though more TV fanatic now, hehehe.] Like when they drink some beers and I don't, they know that I've always been like that. It's fun to be with them because they know me [or the things about me] and I don't have to explains some things to them. [I kinda have a hard time talking my heart out and I don't feel like talking about it right now...hehehe.] One of the things that I also noticed [and I never realized this before] that they do want to hear what I have to say about something. My opinions on things, it really made me feel great knowing that my thoughts on things are wanted. [oh yeah...]
Next year, we will celebrate 10 years since our highschool graduation. Dang. Ten years. Whoa. That's something to think about. Man, 10 years since highschool. That is another milestone.
Friday, November 08, 2002
Friday Five
1. Did you vote in your last elections?
Nope. I didn't even register.
2. Do you know who your elected representatives are?
Some of them.
3. Have you ever contacted an elected representative? If so, what was it about?
Nope.
4. Have you ever participated in a demonstration?
Umm, once, in college, we were fighting to have our school paper back in circulation.
5. Have you ever volunteered in an election? What was the result?
Nope. [I don't like politics!!!]
1. Did you vote in your last elections?
Nope. I didn't even register.
2. Do you know who your elected representatives are?
Some of them.
3. Have you ever contacted an elected representative? If so, what was it about?
Nope.
4. Have you ever participated in a demonstration?
Umm, once, in college, we were fighting to have our school paper back in circulation.
5. Have you ever volunteered in an election? What was the result?
Nope. [I don't like politics!!!]
Sunday, November 03, 2002
Just Like That...
It's now 1:47am, an early Monday. I'm just dropping a quick post. Nothing really important. Just to remind me that today is the start of another work week. It's also a brand new month. Christmas is fast approaching. The end of 2002 as well. Am I ready for 2003? I sure hope so. Been thinking about what I should do next year. Big decisions. I hope I will be ready for whatever consequences it will bring me. Good or Bad. I'm sure God will be there with me.
It's now 1:47am, an early Monday. I'm just dropping a quick post. Nothing really important. Just to remind me that today is the start of another work week. It's also a brand new month. Christmas is fast approaching. The end of 2002 as well. Am I ready for 2003? I sure hope so. Been thinking about what I should do next year. Big decisions. I hope I will be ready for whatever consequences it will bring me. Good or Bad. I'm sure God will be there with me.
Sunday, October 27, 2002
Friday, October 25, 2002
If I Had A Million Peso To Spend On Me...
I Would Spend Them On The Following:
> Body Massage
> Nike Presto, PUMA, Reebok Classic Sneakers
> CDs
> CD Player
> DVDs
> DVD Player
> Flat Screen TV
> Jeans
> Shirts
> Lip Gloss
> Doc Martens Blue and Purple Suede Boots
> Imac, G4, Ipod
> Enroll in a Web Design Class
> Drum set
> Learn how to play the drums
> Lava Lamp
> Books
> Magazines
> A Powerful PC
> Macromedia Softwares
> 5210 Nokia Mobile Phone
> Cool Water, CK1, and Happy Perfumes
> Clearbooks
> Greeting Cards
> CD-Rs
> Digital Camera
> A Bucket of KFC Chicken
> Posters
> A Trip Outside the Country
I Would Spend Them On The Following:
> Body Massage
> Nike Presto, PUMA, Reebok Classic Sneakers
> CDs
> CD Player
> DVDs
> DVD Player
> Flat Screen TV
> Jeans
> Shirts
> Lip Gloss
> Doc Martens Blue and Purple Suede Boots
> Imac, G4, Ipod
> Enroll in a Web Design Class
> Drum set
> Learn how to play the drums
> Lava Lamp
> Books
> Magazines
> A Powerful PC
> Macromedia Softwares
> 5210 Nokia Mobile Phone
> Cool Water, CK1, and Happy Perfumes
> Clearbooks
> Greeting Cards
> CD-Rs
> Digital Camera
> A Bucket of KFC Chicken
> Posters
> A Trip Outside the Country
Tuesday, October 22, 2002
Monday, October 21, 2002
Yet Another New Skin...
Okay, Okay...This the fourth or fifth blog skin that I'm having. [second from Blogskin]
I had time and browsed thru numerous skins from Blogskins and I found this one...
I like it very much...
Thanks to Wayne for this. Bless your kind soul for sharing it with us.
Oh my, it's almost 4:30am...have to get some zzzzz...
Okay, Okay...This the fourth or fifth blog skin that I'm having. [second from Blogskin]
I had time and browsed thru numerous skins from Blogskins and I found this one...
I like it very much...
Thanks to Wayne for this. Bless your kind soul for sharing it with us.
Oh my, it's almost 4:30am...have to get some zzzzz...
Saturday, October 19, 2002
Random Qs 3...
Need I say more? I can't think of anything else to write...
What Sign of Affection Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla
Which Disney Princess are you?
Which Sesame Street Muppet Are You?
I'm the plain classic brown Doc Marten...
I'm mellow, down to earth,
and a little on the conservative side
Which Doc Marten are you?
(by *coffeebean*)
Need I say more? I can't think of anything else to write...
What Sign of Affection Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla
Which Disney Princess are you?
Which Sesame Street Muppet Are You?
I'm the plain classic brown Doc Marten...
I'm mellow, down to earth,
and a little on the conservative side
Which Doc Marten are you?
(by *coffeebean*)
Tuesday, October 15, 2002
Can't Seem...
I can't seem to put my thoughts into words. Hmmmm...
Tuesday the 8th - Watched the premiere of Smallville on Studio23.
Friday the 11th - Watched the Tuxedo at SM Fairview Cinema; Bought the August JANE ish with Lara Flynn Boyle on the cover; Found and bought the following CDs on sale at Odyssey: Beck's Midnite Vultures, Jann Arden's Happy, the soundtrack of Singles; Bought the Serendipity DVD, my sisters got Sweet November and Kate & Leopold.
Saturday the 12th - Had lunch [that lasted til about 7pm] with two of the EBC and met 3 new lite friends; Watched the 2-hour premiere of Six Feet Under on HBO.
Sunday the 13th - Watched Birthday Girl with my sister; Bought the soundtrack of Never Been Kissed.
Monday the 14th - Found and bought the June/July [Pamela Anderson] & September [Jennifer Love Hewitt] issues of JANE.
Tuesday the 15th - Stayed at home. Got up at noon. Watched TV for a bit. Read PEOPLE magazines. Watched TV from 7pm 'til 11pm.
And now, I'm online...
Haaaay...what a life I live...
I can't seem to put my thoughts into words. Hmmmm...
Tuesday the 8th - Watched the premiere of Smallville on Studio23.
Friday the 11th - Watched the Tuxedo at SM Fairview Cinema; Bought the August JANE ish with Lara Flynn Boyle on the cover; Found and bought the following CDs on sale at Odyssey: Beck's Midnite Vultures, Jann Arden's Happy, the soundtrack of Singles; Bought the Serendipity DVD, my sisters got Sweet November and Kate & Leopold.
Saturday the 12th - Had lunch [that lasted til about 7pm] with two of the EBC and met 3 new lite friends; Watched the 2-hour premiere of Six Feet Under on HBO.
Sunday the 13th - Watched Birthday Girl with my sister; Bought the soundtrack of Never Been Kissed.
Monday the 14th - Found and bought the June/July [Pamela Anderson] & September [Jennifer Love Hewitt] issues of JANE.
Tuesday the 15th - Stayed at home. Got up at noon. Watched TV for a bit. Read PEOPLE magazines. Watched TV from 7pm 'til 11pm.
And now, I'm online...
Haaaay...what a life I live...
Monday, October 07, 2002
Saturday, October 05, 2002
If Looks Could Kill...
While checking out a random blog...I found this guy...
I clicked on the link where the author of the random blog found the guy and learned that the guy's name is Christian Monzon.
Can you say hummina, hummina?
'Nuff said.
While checking out a random blog...I found this guy...
I clicked on the link where the author of the random blog found the guy and learned that the guy's name is Christian Monzon.
Can you say hummina, hummina?
'Nuff said.
Friday, October 04, 2002
When Boredom Gets To Me...
It's 1:01am on my computer clock.
I'm kinda sleepy.
I'm getting bored.
I'm just waiting for someone to be online. [hah!]
I'm at Diarist.Net, checking out the list of celebrity blogs.
Christopher Walken's journal has been suspended. [that's a bummer!]
I frequent Wil Wheaton's blog, I had a crush on him back in highschool.
Kevin Smith has a blog about his movie Jersey Girl.
Jann Arden has a blog. Hmmmm, getting interesting now. If I may quote a few lines from her latest entry...
"Life is about surrendering to the "not possible", the "cannot" and hopeless situations.
When you surrender you can at least get on with things.
You can get on with living life."
Who wants to read William Shatner's diary? [I'm passing on that one...]
Time check: 1:32am.
It's 1:01am on my computer clock.
I'm kinda sleepy.
I'm getting bored.
I'm just waiting for someone to be online. [hah!]
I'm at Diarist.Net, checking out the list of celebrity blogs.
Christopher Walken's journal has been suspended. [that's a bummer!]
I frequent Wil Wheaton's blog, I had a crush on him back in highschool.
Kevin Smith has a blog about his movie Jersey Girl.
Jann Arden has a blog. Hmmmm, getting interesting now. If I may quote a few lines from her latest entry...
"Life is about surrendering to the "not possible", the "cannot" and hopeless situations.
When you surrender you can at least get on with things.
You can get on with living life."
Who wants to read William Shatner's diary? [I'm passing on that one...]
Time check: 1:32am.
Wednesday, October 02, 2002
Bloggingly yours...
[Ignore my title...I know it's lame...]
I've been posting on my blog or blogging [not sure what's the correct term for blogging...nevermind...] since May 17 of this year. As time went by, I get more and more comfortable posting my thoughts for a few [or more] people to read. I do know that my main audience come from the Litemail List. We read each others blogs. So far, I read 3 other blogs from Litemail. You can find their blog addresses on the left corner. Enough said.
[Ignore my title...I know it's lame...]
I've been posting on my blog or blogging [not sure what's the correct term for blogging...nevermind...] since May 17 of this year. As time went by, I get more and more comfortable posting my thoughts for a few [or more] people to read. I do know that my main audience come from the Litemail List. We read each others blogs. So far, I read 3 other blogs from Litemail. You can find their blog addresses on the left corner. Enough said.
Sunday, September 29, 2002
My Weekend...Don't Try This At Home...
Friday
Woke up at around 7am. Worked from 9am-5pm [almost]. Had a rough day. Cussed at people. [silently of course...] Got home around 6pm. Had my lunch/dinner. Napped from 6:30pm-11pm. Watched a little TV. Went online from midnight til about 5:30am.
Saturday
7am - Accompanied my cousin to take my other cousin to FEU. Got back home around 9am. Still wasn't sleepy. Went online for an hour. Finally slept around 11:30am til 3pm. Went online for another 2 hours. Was hungry but too lazy to prepare for anything, I settled for a glass of water. Took a bath before 6pm. Went to my cousin's house to get something. Went out to buy an internet card. Had my lunch/dinner at around 7:30pm. Watched TV til about midnight. Was sleepy. Went online for a few minutes. Was really sleepy. My eyes were giving up already. Went to sleep at around 1am.
Sunday
Slept from 1am til around 3pm. Almost 14 hours. Whew. Head ache alert. Ate my lunch. Drank my Milo. Watched the FRIENDS outtakes for the nth time on LilMonica [she's my computer]. Went online around 3:30pm. It's now 5:13pm. I better quit this while I'm ahead. Tomorrow is another day. yah.
Friday
Woke up at around 7am. Worked from 9am-5pm [almost]. Had a rough day. Cussed at people. [silently of course...] Got home around 6pm. Had my lunch/dinner. Napped from 6:30pm-11pm. Watched a little TV. Went online from midnight til about 5:30am.
Saturday
7am - Accompanied my cousin to take my other cousin to FEU. Got back home around 9am. Still wasn't sleepy. Went online for an hour. Finally slept around 11:30am til 3pm. Went online for another 2 hours. Was hungry but too lazy to prepare for anything, I settled for a glass of water. Took a bath before 6pm. Went to my cousin's house to get something. Went out to buy an internet card. Had my lunch/dinner at around 7:30pm. Watched TV til about midnight. Was sleepy. Went online for a few minutes. Was really sleepy. My eyes were giving up already. Went to sleep at around 1am.
Sunday
Slept from 1am til around 3pm. Almost 14 hours. Whew. Head ache alert. Ate my lunch. Drank my Milo. Watched the FRIENDS outtakes for the nth time on LilMonica [she's my computer]. Went online around 3:30pm. It's now 5:13pm. I better quit this while I'm ahead. Tomorrow is another day. yah.
Monday, September 23, 2002
Saturday, September 21, 2002
Yeah, by the way...
1. I'm still gathering information from my relatives for our family tree.
2. Listening to Avril Lavigne.
3. Watching re-runs of Young Americans. [thanks Irene!]
4. Thinking about someone I met online.
5. Excited about the Emmy's on Monday.
6. Kinda sleepy as I'm writing this post.
7. Been chatting at the K-lite chat room from time to time.
8. Eating Nova Chips.
9. Hoping FRIENDS will win an Emmy.
10. Looking forward to Smallville on Studio23.
1. I'm still gathering information from my relatives for our family tree.
2. Listening to Avril Lavigne.
3. Watching re-runs of Young Americans. [thanks Irene!]
4. Thinking about someone I met online.
5. Excited about the Emmy's on Monday.
6. Kinda sleepy as I'm writing this post.
7. Been chatting at the K-lite chat room from time to time.
8. Eating Nova Chips.
9. Hoping FRIENDS will win an Emmy.
10. Looking forward to Smallville on Studio23.
Saturday, September 14, 2002
Family First...
Last Thursday, I started to seach for FREE family tree sites...and Friday morning, I signed up at Tribal Pages, and I now have my family tree online...I just started, so, I need more details and pictures. In time, I'm sure it will be done. It's cool to see a family tree...
Last Thursday, I started to seach for FREE family tree sites...and Friday morning, I signed up at Tribal Pages, and I now have my family tree online...I just started, so, I need more details and pictures. In time, I'm sure it will be done. It's cool to see a family tree...
Thursday, September 12, 2002
What the....?
My Utopia is almost finished...2 links to go...the lyrics page and the picture page...I already asked my sister to scan some pictures for me...after I finished it...I will make it a point to update it...and then, I also have to update my Jomari Connection [speaking of Jomari, while channel surfing a while ago...i caught a glimpse of Diliryo on Studio23...Jomari looked good there...I have to see the movie in full]...maintaining a website is not so fun when you have to update it...hehehe.
I'm now searching for Jessica Zafra sites, her official site is down for the longest time...I've been thinking for the longest time [since 97] to put up a tribute site for her but I just can't seem to start with it...maybe one day...oh well...
Today is the 13th of September...birthday greetings to Eira and Jay...
My Utopia is almost finished...2 links to go...the lyrics page and the picture page...I already asked my sister to scan some pictures for me...after I finished it...I will make it a point to update it...and then, I also have to update my Jomari Connection [speaking of Jomari, while channel surfing a while ago...i caught a glimpse of Diliryo on Studio23...Jomari looked good there...I have to see the movie in full]...maintaining a website is not so fun when you have to update it...hehehe.
I'm now searching for Jessica Zafra sites, her official site is down for the longest time...I've been thinking for the longest time [since 97] to put up a tribute site for her but I just can't seem to start with it...maybe one day...oh well...
Today is the 13th of September...birthday greetings to Eira and Jay...
Saturday, September 07, 2002
Fun Friday...
I was inside Megamall at 4:55pm...
First 3 stops, Powerbooks...Filbars and Booksale...
Then I texted Irene where we could meet and on my way to the Bookfair, I bumped into her, she must have sensed me or something...
I accompanied her to buy some cookies, the ones that she likes is not available...we make our way to the Bookfair...
When we finally reach our destination...we got ourselves copies of Twisted 6...and had it signed by Jessica...JZ said to me, "I know you..." that made me smile...hehehe...
This is a classic starstruck moment...whenever I am in front or near JZ [not that it's often...] I just go blank...I wanted to congratulate her for FLIP [but of course, I didn't get to say it...] all I said was, Thank You....oh well...
After the booksigning we went our way out of the Bookfair...Irene and I are now with Audie [we bumped into him somewhere in the fair, he is one funny guy...]
We went to Astrovision...then to Odyssey...Audie said goodbye to meet his friend...Irene bought a Puddle of Mudd cassette...then Powerbooks...browsed some CDs...I found something that I like, will buy it next time...the 2002 Imported calendars are on sale for P99, they are still good for posters...
After 30 minutes or so...Irene said her bye bye [bye]...til next time we both said...
Then it's just me, myself and I...
Made my way to the department store stationery section to check out some magazines...saw the latest DETAILS mag, Marky on the cover...was tempted to buy but I will wait...Patience is a good virtue when it comes to magazine buying...I'm sure Serendipity will help me...
Texted Ada and Eira if we're having dinner or what...I was getting hungry...Ada said she's having dinner with someone already...Eira couldn't make it...
I was craving for Carbonara, so I decided to eat at Almon Marina...not good...I didn't even enjoy my food...hehehe...then, Dino came, so I complained to him that my food is not yummy, he just smiled at me...Eira must've changed her mind coz she came with Ada [a few minutes before Dino arrived...], yadda yadda...Eira is starving as well...told her we have to go someplace else...coz I wasn't happy with my food...
We bid Dino our goodbyes and we made our way to Pearl Drive...there Ada and I ordered cheeseburgers from HOTSHOTS...Eira had Binagoongan Rice...now, I was enjoying my food...
Final Stop...Cinnzeo, we had the couch to ourselves again...it's like whenever we go there, the couch is available...hehehe...imagine the FRIENDS gang always sitting on that same couch...doesn't make much sense but what the hey...
We parted ways just before midnight...Eira dropped me off near SM City...I was home just before 12:30am..
Went online til about 3am-ish...
Watched tennis til about 6am-ish...
Slept til 2pm...
Woke up to have lunch, then went online for 30 minutes...
Went back to bed 5pm...finally got up around 10pm...
It's now 1:01am...I'm still sleepy....[yawn...]
I was inside Megamall at 4:55pm...
First 3 stops, Powerbooks...Filbars and Booksale...
Then I texted Irene where we could meet and on my way to the Bookfair, I bumped into her, she must have sensed me or something...
I accompanied her to buy some cookies, the ones that she likes is not available...we make our way to the Bookfair...
When we finally reach our destination...we got ourselves copies of Twisted 6...and had it signed by Jessica...JZ said to me, "I know you..." that made me smile...hehehe...
This is a classic starstruck moment...whenever I am in front or near JZ [not that it's often...] I just go blank...I wanted to congratulate her for FLIP [but of course, I didn't get to say it...] all I said was, Thank You....oh well...
After the booksigning we went our way out of the Bookfair...Irene and I are now with Audie [we bumped into him somewhere in the fair, he is one funny guy...]
We went to Astrovision...then to Odyssey...Audie said goodbye to meet his friend...Irene bought a Puddle of Mudd cassette...then Powerbooks...browsed some CDs...I found something that I like, will buy it next time...the 2002 Imported calendars are on sale for P99, they are still good for posters...
After 30 minutes or so...Irene said her bye bye [bye]...til next time we both said...
Then it's just me, myself and I...
Made my way to the department store stationery section to check out some magazines...saw the latest DETAILS mag, Marky on the cover...was tempted to buy but I will wait...Patience is a good virtue when it comes to magazine buying...I'm sure Serendipity will help me...
Texted Ada and Eira if we're having dinner or what...I was getting hungry...Ada said she's having dinner with someone already...Eira couldn't make it...
I was craving for Carbonara, so I decided to eat at Almon Marina...not good...I didn't even enjoy my food...hehehe...then, Dino came, so I complained to him that my food is not yummy, he just smiled at me...Eira must've changed her mind coz she came with Ada [a few minutes before Dino arrived...], yadda yadda...Eira is starving as well...told her we have to go someplace else...coz I wasn't happy with my food...
We bid Dino our goodbyes and we made our way to Pearl Drive...there Ada and I ordered cheeseburgers from HOTSHOTS...Eira had Binagoongan Rice...now, I was enjoying my food...
Final Stop...Cinnzeo, we had the couch to ourselves again...it's like whenever we go there, the couch is available...hehehe...imagine the FRIENDS gang always sitting on that same couch...doesn't make much sense but what the hey...
We parted ways just before midnight...Eira dropped me off near SM City...I was home just before 12:30am..
Went online til about 3am-ish...
Watched tennis til about 6am-ish...
Slept til 2pm...
Woke up to have lunch, then went online for 30 minutes...
Went back to bed 5pm...finally got up around 10pm...
It's now 1:01am...I'm still sleepy....[yawn...]
Wednesday, September 04, 2002
Random Tests 2...
I'm a bit under the weather today/tonight...I couldn't think of anything else to write...so, here are some random tests I got from a link Irene sent me...Thanks Irene...
what movie symbolism are you? find out!
You are an angel. What legend are you?.
Your magical style is Sleeper. What type of Magic do you work?.
I'm a bit under the weather today/tonight...I couldn't think of anything else to write...so, here are some random tests I got from a link Irene sent me...Thanks Irene...
what movie symbolism are you? find out!
You are an angel. What legend are you?.
Your magical style is Sleeper. What type of Magic do you work?.
Friday, August 30, 2002
2002 MTV VMA Awards...
Saw the 2002 MTV VMA Awards last night...
It was okay...
Jimmy Fallon rules...he is a very talented guy...dug the Enrique Iglesias impersonation...
Axl Rose is still good looking...my favorite Guns songs would have to be Welcome to the Jungle and Patience...reminded me of high school...
Avril Lavigne rocks...she does...I like her...she rocks naturally...
No Doubt won a few awards...yay...I like them too...
Eminem will always be Eminem...I like the melody of Without Me...I just ignore the lyrics...
Have I said Jimmy Fallon rules? [yep, he does...]
Justin Timberlake performed solo...he sounded like Michael Jackson...he can really dance...
Here are the complete winners of the 2002 MTV VMA Awards...
Best Video Of The Year: Eminem, "Without Me"
Best Male Video: Eminem, "Without Me"
Best Female Video: Pink, "Get the Party Started"
Best Group Video: No Doubt, "Hey Baby"
Best Rap Video: Eminem, "Without Me"
Best R&B Video: Mary J. Blige, "No More Drama"
Best Hip-Hop Video: Jennifer Lopez f/ Ja Rule, "I'm Real (Remix)"
Best Dance Video: Pink, "Get the Party Started"
Best Rock Video: Linkin Park, "In the End"
Best Pop Video: No Doubt, "Hey Baby"
Best New Artist In A Video: Avril Lavigne, "Complicated"
Best Video From A Film: Chad Kroeger f/ Josey Scott, "Hero" ("Spider-Man")
MTV2 Award: Dashboard Confessional, "Screaming Infidelities"
Viewer's Choice: Michelle Branch, "Everywhere"
Breakthrough Video: The White Stripes, "Fell in Love With a Girl"
PROFESSIONAL CATEGORIES
Best Direction In A Video: Eminem (Director: Joseph Kahn), "Without Me"
Best Choreography In A Video: Kylie Minogue, "Can't Get You Out of My Head"
Best Special Effects In A Video: The White Stripes, "Fell in Love With a Girl"
Best Art Direction In A Video: Coldplay, "Trouble"
Best Editing In A Video: The White Stripes, "Fell in Love With a Girl"
Best Cinematography In A Video: Moby, "We Are All Made of Stars"
Saw the 2002 MTV VMA Awards last night...
It was okay...
Jimmy Fallon rules...he is a very talented guy...dug the Enrique Iglesias impersonation...
Axl Rose is still good looking...my favorite Guns songs would have to be Welcome to the Jungle and Patience...reminded me of high school...
Avril Lavigne rocks...she does...I like her...she rocks naturally...
No Doubt won a few awards...yay...I like them too...
Eminem will always be Eminem...I like the melody of Without Me...I just ignore the lyrics...
Have I said Jimmy Fallon rules? [yep, he does...]
Justin Timberlake performed solo...he sounded like Michael Jackson...he can really dance...
Here are the complete winners of the 2002 MTV VMA Awards...
Best Video Of The Year: Eminem, "Without Me"
Best Male Video: Eminem, "Without Me"
Best Female Video: Pink, "Get the Party Started"
Best Group Video: No Doubt, "Hey Baby"
Best Rap Video: Eminem, "Without Me"
Best R&B Video: Mary J. Blige, "No More Drama"
Best Hip-Hop Video: Jennifer Lopez f/ Ja Rule, "I'm Real (Remix)"
Best Dance Video: Pink, "Get the Party Started"
Best Rock Video: Linkin Park, "In the End"
Best Pop Video: No Doubt, "Hey Baby"
Best New Artist In A Video: Avril Lavigne, "Complicated"
Best Video From A Film: Chad Kroeger f/ Josey Scott, "Hero" ("Spider-Man")
MTV2 Award: Dashboard Confessional, "Screaming Infidelities"
Viewer's Choice: Michelle Branch, "Everywhere"
Breakthrough Video: The White Stripes, "Fell in Love With a Girl"
PROFESSIONAL CATEGORIES
Best Direction In A Video: Eminem (Director: Joseph Kahn), "Without Me"
Best Choreography In A Video: Kylie Minogue, "Can't Get You Out of My Head"
Best Special Effects In A Video: The White Stripes, "Fell in Love With a Girl"
Best Art Direction In A Video: Coldplay, "Trouble"
Best Editing In A Video: The White Stripes, "Fell in Love With a Girl"
Best Cinematography In A Video: Moby, "We Are All Made of Stars"
Done with the computer table...
[borrowed that line from the PILOT of Fwends...changed BOOK CASE to computer table...enuff...]
Friday night, my sisters and I bought a computer table...took us almost 4 hours assembling the said table...we imagined ourselves like the GUYs from Friends during the Pilot when they were assembling a book case...it was tiring to assemble a table...but it's all good now...our work has paid off...Lil Monica is in a proper table now...yay.
Time check: 3am.
TV is on to the US Open...2nd Round match between Gustavo Kuerten and Marat Safin [yummy guy]...Safin is having a hard time...Poor yummy guy...Kuerten kinda reminds me of Patrick Dempsey while Safin kinda looks like Brian Krause [Charmed]...
My cousin Kuya Ed and his family went back to Jersey last Thursday...I kinda miss the kids...they are fun to be with...hope it will not be a long time 'til I get to see them again...
Ooops...my Hazelnut Coffee is ready...
Read the latest from Ick...as always, I'm entertained...
[borrowed that line from the PILOT of Fwends...changed BOOK CASE to computer table...enuff...]
Friday night, my sisters and I bought a computer table...took us almost 4 hours assembling the said table...we imagined ourselves like the GUYs from Friends during the Pilot when they were assembling a book case...it was tiring to assemble a table...but it's all good now...our work has paid off...Lil Monica is in a proper table now...yay.
Time check: 3am.
TV is on to the US Open...2nd Round match between Gustavo Kuerten and Marat Safin [yummy guy]...Safin is having a hard time...Poor yummy guy...Kuerten kinda reminds me of Patrick Dempsey while Safin kinda looks like Brian Krause [Charmed]...
My cousin Kuya Ed and his family went back to Jersey last Thursday...I kinda miss the kids...they are fun to be with...hope it will not be a long time 'til I get to see them again...
Ooops...my Hazelnut Coffee is ready...
Read the latest from Ick...as always, I'm entertained...
Monday, August 26, 2002
Thursday, August 22, 2002
Fwends Bloopers...Finally!
Last Saturday, I joined 2 Friends YahooGroups to ask about the Fwends Bloopers episode's availability...
I got a reply...
I could download it from Kazaa.com...and I did...took me 7hours+...
Tried to play it but I couldn't see anything though the audio was okay...
E-mailed the Fwends Groups again, consulting my little problem...
Someone replied saying that I need the latest codecs [am not sure I know what this is...] and I could download it from DivX.com...and again...I downloaded it...
And FINALLY...I was able to see the Fwends Bloopers [The One With THE STUFF YOU'VE NEVER SEEN]...
Told my Fwends about it...I wish they could see it too...my sister and I will find a way to produce a VCD copy of it...
In time....
FRIENDS rule...yeeha...
Last Saturday, I joined 2 Friends YahooGroups to ask about the Fwends Bloopers episode's availability...
I got a reply...
I could download it from Kazaa.com...and I did...took me 7hours+...
Tried to play it but I couldn't see anything though the audio was okay...
E-mailed the Fwends Groups again, consulting my little problem...
Someone replied saying that I need the latest codecs [am not sure I know what this is...] and I could download it from DivX.com...and again...I downloaded it...
And FINALLY...I was able to see the Fwends Bloopers [The One With THE STUFF YOU'VE NEVER SEEN]...
Told my Fwends about it...I wish they could see it too...my sister and I will find a way to produce a VCD copy of it...
In time....
FRIENDS rule...yeeha...
Monday, August 19, 2002
Tried dressing my blog...
It's 3:49am...I signed up at blogskins
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Tried to dress up my blog...
Failed....
Will try again tomorrow...
I have to get some zzzzz now....
As if...
It's 3:49am...I signed up at blogskins
...
Tried to dress up my blog...
Failed....
Will try again tomorrow...
I have to get some zzzzz now....
As if...
Thursday, August 15, 2002
Some random tests...
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Wednesday, August 14, 2002
I'm not 100% happy...
What is happiness to you? [That question I got from Vanilla Sky.]
So, what is happiness to me?
A lotta things.
TV...for one...I love my shows...They give me instant happiness...They are the quickest way to make me happy...
Magazines...though I buy them for the TV and MILK ads most of the time...and if I happen to like who's on the cover.
JANE mag is an exception...I read it from cover to cover. Discovered the magazine last year.
Bernadine Joy...she's my 3-year old cousin...she makes me happy...every single day...
EBC...yep, though the text messages are not as frequent as before, I'm glad that they're there. They make me happy too...
Alanis Morissette...sheesh, she has a rockin' website, check out Alanis.
Jessica Zafra...she's just an inspiration...I may never be a writer but she is my inspiration...Don't tell her....She likes earrings...I gave her some during one of her book launchings...I don't think she remembers...I hope she does...
My Family...I don't really tell them that they make me happy but they do....They really do...
Lil Monica...I am one blessed person....
My Relatives...most of them I know I could count on...
My Friends...Again...I am one blessed person....
God...indeed, I am blessed.
What is happiness to you? [That question I got from Vanilla Sky.]
So, what is happiness to me?
A lotta things.
TV...for one...I love my shows...They give me instant happiness...They are the quickest way to make me happy...
Magazines...though I buy them for the TV and MILK ads most of the time...and if I happen to like who's on the cover.
JANE mag is an exception...I read it from cover to cover. Discovered the magazine last year.
Bernadine Joy...she's my 3-year old cousin...she makes me happy...every single day...
EBC...yep, though the text messages are not as frequent as before, I'm glad that they're there. They make me happy too...
Alanis Morissette...sheesh, she has a rockin' website, check out Alanis.
Jessica Zafra...she's just an inspiration...I may never be a writer but she is my inspiration...Don't tell her....She likes earrings...I gave her some during one of her book launchings...I don't think she remembers...I hope she does...
My Family...I don't really tell them that they make me happy but they do....They really do...
Lil Monica...I am one blessed person....
My Relatives...most of them I know I could count on...
My Friends...Again...I am one blessed person....
God...indeed, I am blessed.
Used to be...
It's a Wednesday.
Just a coupla minutes after midnight.
Five months ago, this time was spent waiting for Nitelite.
Nitelite was a weekly midnight radio talkshow heard on 103.5 K-lite.
K-lite used to be the only radio station that I [faithfully] listened to from May 96 'til March 2002.
Oh well...I missed them.
Most especially the people behind them...
Oh well...
It's a Wednesday.
Just a coupla minutes after midnight.
Five months ago, this time was spent waiting for Nitelite.
Nitelite was a weekly midnight radio talkshow heard on 103.5 K-lite.
K-lite used to be the only radio station that I [faithfully] listened to from May 96 'til March 2002.
Oh well...I missed them.
Most especially the people behind them...
Oh well...
Thursday, August 08, 2002
My ABCs of Gratitude...
A - Aging wisely, Astrovision, and Affection
B - Bernadine, Birthdays and Beliefnet
C - Computers, Calmness and Chicken
D - Doctors, Dawn, and Daily text messages
E - Energy, EBC, and Enthusiasm
F - Friendship, Family and Faith
G - Gratitude, Good book and God
H - Hope, Happiness and Hummina list
I - Ice cream, Interests and Internet
J - Journals, Jessica Zafra and Just being there for someone
K - K-lite [circa Nitelite], Kind-hearted strangers and Kissable lips
L - Litemail, Laughther and Love
M - Music, Miracles, Mystery
N - Nature, New born babies, and Nightime
O - Online chats, Open-mindedness and Old time's sake
P - Posters, Pizza and Peace
Q - Quiet moments, Quests and Quick rides
R - Relatives, Relationships, and Romance
S - Santa Claus, Saints and Silver linings
T - Thoughtfulness, Tenderness and TV
U - Utopia, Unity and Unexpected moments
V - Victory, Violins and Voices
W - Wisdom, Willingness, Wishful thinkings
X - eXcitement, eXperience, X-ray machines
Y - Youth, Yuletide season and Year-ender realizations
Z - Zeal, Zoo animals and Zany friends...
A - Aging wisely, Astrovision, and Affection
B - Bernadine, Birthdays and Beliefnet
C - Computers, Calmness and Chicken
D - Doctors, Dawn, and Daily text messages
E - Energy, EBC, and Enthusiasm
F - Friendship, Family and Faith
G - Gratitude, Good book and God
H - Hope, Happiness and Hummina list
I - Ice cream, Interests and Internet
J - Journals, Jessica Zafra and Just being there for someone
K - K-lite [circa Nitelite], Kind-hearted strangers and Kissable lips
L - Litemail, Laughther and Love
M - Music, Miracles, Mystery
N - Nature, New born babies, and Nightime
O - Online chats, Open-mindedness and Old time's sake
P - Posters, Pizza and Peace
Q - Quiet moments, Quests and Quick rides
R - Relatives, Relationships, and Romance
S - Santa Claus, Saints and Silver linings
T - Thoughtfulness, Tenderness and TV
U - Utopia, Unity and Unexpected moments
V - Victory, Violins and Voices
W - Wisdom, Willingness, Wishful thinkings
X - eXcitement, eXperience, X-ray machines
Y - Youth, Yuletide season and Year-ender realizations
Z - Zeal, Zoo animals and Zany friends...
Our Very Own Modem
Last night, my sister bought our very own modem. Yay. Things could only get better. Our TV and VCR will be here sooner than soon as well. Yay.
Saw About A Boy as well. I liked it. Heart-warming.
Last night, my sister bought our very own modem. Yay. Things could only get better. Our TV and VCR will be here sooner than soon as well. Yay.
Saw About A Boy as well. I liked it. Heart-warming.
Wednesday, August 07, 2002
Feelings, Such Strong Feelings
[I borrowed my title from a FRIENDS line...]
How am I feeling today? Well...I'm feeling good. Why Good? Because Wednesday happens to be my favorite day of the week. Why Wednesday? Because of Friends, CSI and The Practice and Nitelite ['til March of this year].
A couple of weeks ago I wasn't feeling so good. I was sad. I was hating myself.
I didn't particularly liked myself during those times. I was down and all that. Tried my best to tell myself that everything will be okay once I get to talk. And I got to talk. And I felt much better.
I feel like...for me, I'd really have to be cautious with my actions or whatever.
So as to not hurt people's feelings.
Coz when I learned that I hurt people's feelings [eventhough I didn't purposely do it...] it hurts me the most.
When I'm hurt, I feel very vulnerable...I tend to get lost in the scheme of things...And I don't like that...That's why, I keep in mind not to hurt other people's feelings...
I'm just grateful that I have friends...Really Grateful...More than words can say...Awww...I'm getting teary-eyed...
Enough about me...More on the coming days...
Today, I feel good. And I didn't hurt anyone's feelings today...That is good...God is good...
[I borrowed my title from a FRIENDS line...]
How am I feeling today? Well...I'm feeling good. Why Good? Because Wednesday happens to be my favorite day of the week. Why Wednesday? Because of Friends, CSI and The Practice and Nitelite ['til March of this year].
A couple of weeks ago I wasn't feeling so good. I was sad. I was hating myself.
I didn't particularly liked myself during those times. I was down and all that. Tried my best to tell myself that everything will be okay once I get to talk. And I got to talk. And I felt much better.
I feel like...for me, I'd really have to be cautious with my actions or whatever.
So as to not hurt people's feelings.
Coz when I learned that I hurt people's feelings [eventhough I didn't purposely do it...] it hurts me the most.
When I'm hurt, I feel very vulnerable...I tend to get lost in the scheme of things...And I don't like that...That's why, I keep in mind not to hurt other people's feelings...
I'm just grateful that I have friends...Really Grateful...More than words can say...Awww...I'm getting teary-eyed...
Enough about me...More on the coming days...
Today, I feel good. And I didn't hurt anyone's feelings today...That is good...God is good...
Sunday, August 04, 2002
Bargain Lady...
Whenever I go to a mall, my first stop is the magazine/bargain books stores [Filbars, Booksale or the SM Supermarket], that is my routine. Once I stepped inside...I just have to find the nearest mag store. To see if there are bargain magazines that I will happen to like. Just like tonight, I went to Filbars and found the JANE May 2002 ish...I bought it. Then, I found the Entertainment IT List issue...got it too, it was on sale, I just couldn't resist. I got a book of Caleb Carr from Booksale, books there are always on sale. I got it for less than a 100 peso. My total magazine and book expenses for the week including the JANE March 2002 ish, PEOPLE Extra, Latina 2000 issue [Ben Bratt on the cover], Premiere Jan2002 ish, GQ June 2000 [Marky on the cover], 3 Entertainment Weekly Magazines that I bought earlier of the week is...wait...let me do the math...ohkay...got it...it's 642 pesos for 10 magazines and one book. Not bad...not bad at all...
Whenever I go to a mall, my first stop is the magazine/bargain books stores [Filbars, Booksale or the SM Supermarket], that is my routine. Once I stepped inside...I just have to find the nearest mag store. To see if there are bargain magazines that I will happen to like. Just like tonight, I went to Filbars and found the JANE May 2002 ish...I bought it. Then, I found the Entertainment IT List issue...got it too, it was on sale, I just couldn't resist. I got a book of Caleb Carr from Booksale, books there are always on sale. I got it for less than a 100 peso. My total magazine and book expenses for the week including the JANE March 2002 ish, PEOPLE Extra, Latina 2000 issue [Ben Bratt on the cover], Premiere Jan2002 ish, GQ June 2000 [Marky on the cover], 3 Entertainment Weekly Magazines that I bought earlier of the week is...wait...let me do the math...ohkay...got it...it's 642 pesos for 10 magazines and one book. Not bad...not bad at all...
Just Talk...
Saturday night.
The night that I was waiting for.
My supposed night to talk.
And did I talk?
Yeah, I did but still not that much.
Though I think I was able to tell them what was on my mind.
After, I felt a lot better.
The last two weeks was one of the low moments for me.
It was sad.
Anyway, I really have to do something about me and talking...
We have to work with each other or else?...
It will just drive people away from me...
I've not been talkative [at all] for so long that I don't know where to begin.
Darn...But I'm really glad...at least, I was able to talk...even for a bit...
Haaaayyyy...
I talk to myself more than any human being...well, except for God...is that normal? Talking to one's self? Am I getting loony? I'm still thinking back when and how and why I became this silent person. I'm like a mute person most often than not. I don't think I'm a push-over but that may seem to some people because I don't argue...I don't like arguments...once someone's voice got high, I just have to back down/off...
Maybe I should carry a recorder with me...
Saturday night.
The night that I was waiting for.
My supposed night to talk.
And did I talk?
Yeah, I did but still not that much.
Though I think I was able to tell them what was on my mind.
After, I felt a lot better.
The last two weeks was one of the low moments for me.
It was sad.
Anyway, I really have to do something about me and talking...
We have to work with each other or else?...
It will just drive people away from me...
I've not been talkative [at all] for so long that I don't know where to begin.
Darn...But I'm really glad...at least, I was able to talk...even for a bit...
Haaaayyyy...
I talk to myself more than any human being...well, except for God...is that normal? Talking to one's self? Am I getting loony? I'm still thinking back when and how and why I became this silent person. I'm like a mute person most often than not. I don't think I'm a push-over but that may seem to some people because I don't argue...I don't like arguments...once someone's voice got high, I just have to back down/off...
Maybe I should carry a recorder with me...
Monday, July 29, 2002
I'm feeling much better...
It's a Tuesday afternoon.
Like always, instead of having my lunch, I spend my time online...
It's been a week or so that I haven't really been sending messages to three of my fwends...
I'm really worried because I might say something that I will just regret later...
So, in the meantime...
however hard it is...
I just refrain myself from sending them messages 'til we get to talk...
I can't even ask them "how they are?".
What's up with that?
Bummer...
I'm really in the dark room nowadays...
I'm looking forward to our talk this Saturday.
But you know what?
I'm nervous...
To talk...
Not the subject of the talk...
But the act of talking...
I get nervous when I talk for a long period of time...
That's why I don't talk that much...
It's a Tuesday afternoon.
Like always, instead of having my lunch, I spend my time online...
It's been a week or so that I haven't really been sending messages to three of my fwends...
I'm really worried because I might say something that I will just regret later...
So, in the meantime...
however hard it is...
I just refrain myself from sending them messages 'til we get to talk...
I can't even ask them "how they are?".
What's up with that?
Bummer...
I'm really in the dark room nowadays...
I'm looking forward to our talk this Saturday.
But you know what?
I'm nervous...
To talk...
Not the subject of the talk...
But the act of talking...
I get nervous when I talk for a long period of time...
That's why I don't talk that much...
Monday, July 22, 2002
Sadness...
I can now say that I am sad.
Since Saturday, I've been thinking...thinking...confusing myself in the process.
Now, I'm just sad.
About the fact that I've been causing some problems with some of my friends and I didn't know about it 'til they told me about it.
The thing is, why didn't I know about it? Was I really that dense? Don't I feel it when something is up?
Since I could remember, I always try my best to do good. Not to take advantage of people. Not to disrespect people. Not to give people problems. Because I believe in karma. But it seems while I was trying to be good, I also was doing something bad.
It made me doubt myself. Do I really know myself? Why those traits that my friends noticed in me, I didn't see for myself? It hurts me to be that person. I don't like that person. Oh well...
I'm hoping that I will get past this in one piece. Because I am not that strong. I have the tendency to give up. When I'm really tired and just had it.
This is one of my saddest days. It's on my top 5.
I am sad.
I can now say that I am sad.
Since Saturday, I've been thinking...thinking...confusing myself in the process.
Now, I'm just sad.
About the fact that I've been causing some problems with some of my friends and I didn't know about it 'til they told me about it.
The thing is, why didn't I know about it? Was I really that dense? Don't I feel it when something is up?
Since I could remember, I always try my best to do good. Not to take advantage of people. Not to disrespect people. Not to give people problems. Because I believe in karma. But it seems while I was trying to be good, I also was doing something bad.
It made me doubt myself. Do I really know myself? Why those traits that my friends noticed in me, I didn't see for myself? It hurts me to be that person. I don't like that person. Oh well...
I'm hoping that I will get past this in one piece. Because I am not that strong. I have the tendency to give up. When I'm really tired and just had it.
This is one of my saddest days. It's on my top 5.
I am sad.
Tuesday, July 16, 2002
Hah!
It's been awhile since I last posted something in here...I'm still hesitating if I'm gonna include this in my website. It's not like Irene's Blog, so entertaining.
I'm a person who can't even talk about what's bothering me to those people who are there to listen. Sometimes, I think, am I shutting them out by not talking? I can't even send them text messages because I know they would ask and I know that they get tired of asking and me not telling. I need help. I'm aware of it. I've been having dreams. [almost every night now] Been napping most of the time. I guess, just to escape [even for a while] the thoughts that's bothering me. Sleep is good.
It's been awhile since I last posted something in here...I'm still hesitating if I'm gonna include this in my website. It's not like Irene's Blog, so entertaining.
I'm a person who can't even talk about what's bothering me to those people who are there to listen. Sometimes, I think, am I shutting them out by not talking? I can't even send them text messages because I know they would ask and I know that they get tired of asking and me not telling. I need help. I'm aware of it. I've been having dreams. [almost every night now] Been napping most of the time. I guess, just to escape [even for a while] the thoughts that's bothering me. Sleep is good.
Tuesday, July 02, 2002
Weird...
Suddenly, my attached pictures are visible from the Blog page...can you see it? Is it just my imagination? My links to Mark and Daniela doesn't work. Man, what's happening here? I'm weirded out [?]....Tell me if you see the pix alright? or if you can view the links...whatever....just tell me. Thanks.
Suddenly, my attached pictures are visible from the Blog page...can you see it? Is it just my imagination? My links to Mark and Daniela doesn't work. Man, what's happening here? I'm weirded out [?]....Tell me if you see the pix alright? or if you can view the links...whatever....just tell me. Thanks.
No Pictures Allowed
Last time, I tried to attach some images here in the blog page but I failed. Later on, I read the FAQs and I find out that attaching images are not supported by BlogSpot. Anyhoo, I will attach them pictures again but this time I will just link them. Let's see if it works. Check out Mark Philippoussis and Daniela Hantuchova.
I read Irene's current posts...that's entertainment. [more please!] She said she's prude, I don't think so. [hah! that's coming from someone who likes guys in their undies...] I don't know what about those guys in undies that I find very appealing...started with Marky Mark during his Calvin Klein ads...then Marcus...then Jomari...now it's John Hall...shame on me? nah! I'm not doing anything wrong. I'm just appreciating a man's undies...heehee.
Last time, I tried to attach some images here in the blog page but I failed. Later on, I read the FAQs and I find out that attaching images are not supported by BlogSpot. Anyhoo, I will attach them pictures again but this time I will just link them. Let's see if it works. Check out Mark Philippoussis and Daniela Hantuchova.
I read Irene's current posts...that's entertainment. [more please!] She said she's prude, I don't think so. [hah! that's coming from someone who likes guys in their undies...] I don't know what about those guys in undies that I find very appealing...started with Marky Mark during his Calvin Klein ads...then Marcus...then Jomari...now it's John Hall...shame on me? nah! I'm not doing anything wrong. I'm just appreciating a man's undies...heehee.
Thursday, June 27, 2002
I'm trying this out for Irene
Okay, Irene said she hasn't figured out how to attach pix on her blog, that's why I'm trying this one out. Just to see if I can attach a pic here. I don't know how to as well. [heehee]
Here is a good looking Mark Philippoussis...
Damn, the SHIFT key is busted. aaarrrgggghhh.
Today is Trinity's day. [also my friend Sigrid, I wonder how and where she is now?....and John Paul Cusack] Happy Happy to you three and all the celebrants.
This is Daniela Hantuchova
from Slovakia, the Captain's latest crush. She is a tennis player.
Okay, Irene said she hasn't figured out how to attach pix on her blog, that's why I'm trying this one out. Just to see if I can attach a pic here. I don't know how to as well. [heehee]
Here is a good looking Mark Philippoussis...
Damn, the SHIFT key is busted. aaarrrgggghhh.
Today is Trinity's day. [also my friend Sigrid, I wonder how and where she is now?....and John Paul Cusack] Happy Happy to you three and all the celebrants.
This is Daniela Hantuchova
from Slovakia, the Captain's latest crush. She is a tennis player.
Monday, June 24, 2002
Monday Holiday
Today is Manila Day. I don't have work today.
My Utopia is shaping up. Finished the Top6 Lists page.
My Hummina Page is almost done as well. [can you say schwing?]
K-lite is Unkool-lite....sad but true.
Saw the MTV Movie Awards last Saturday night. I like Eminem's song, just have to ignore the lyrics. And Kelly Osbourne, what a gutsy girl. Though I can't really watch The Osbournes for a long time. I find the kids rude most of the time. Oh well, that's reality TV for you.
I just read Lane's latest entry...sad.
Oh well...
Today is Manila Day. I don't have work today.
My Utopia is shaping up. Finished the Top6 Lists page.
My Hummina Page is almost done as well. [can you say schwing?]
K-lite is Unkool-lite....sad but true.
Saw the MTV Movie Awards last Saturday night. I like Eminem's song, just have to ignore the lyrics. And Kelly Osbourne, what a gutsy girl. Though I can't really watch The Osbournes for a long time. I find the kids rude most of the time. Oh well, that's reality TV for you.
I just read Lane's latest entry...sad.
Oh well...
Saturday, June 22, 2002
Saturday Blues
A quick message to myself...Get the job done. [Hah!]
I've been online since 11:20AM [it's now 10 to 5PM]. I had 2 Coke Lights and Nova Chips. I'm getting dizzy. This computer is soooo slow. Didn't even saved enough stuff for My Utopia . Oh well, some other time. I have to go home now....
A quick message to myself...Get the job done. [Hah!]
I've been online since 11:20AM [it's now 10 to 5PM]. I had 2 Coke Lights and Nova Chips. I'm getting dizzy. This computer is soooo slow. Didn't even saved enough stuff for My Utopia . Oh well, some other time. I have to go home now....
Tuesday, June 18, 2002
Head aching!
My head is aching since 10AM, it's coming from the back of my head. I just wanna lie down but I'm still working. Have to go to our client's office. Anyhow, I feel sickly [?] this past few days, I don't know if it's because I have my period [yes, after 4 months or so, I have it again...]. Sucks. I hate feeling under the whether [?], I'm so bad in spelling. I've got John Mayers CD...like it so far. Early Sunday, I arranged my cabinet, and I took out my K-lite Clearbooks [all 3 of them] and put them in another storage thingy. It was so nostalgic. [hah!] It's hard to be sentimental sometimes. You feel things that to others are rather pathetic. Oh well...I will not throw them away...not yet...I have spent years collecting them. I guess, I'll just have to keep them out of eyesight for now...
My head is aching since 10AM, it's coming from the back of my head. I just wanna lie down but I'm still working. Have to go to our client's office. Anyhow, I feel sickly [?] this past few days, I don't know if it's because I have my period [yes, after 4 months or so, I have it again...]. Sucks. I hate feeling under the whether [?], I'm so bad in spelling. I've got John Mayers CD...like it so far. Early Sunday, I arranged my cabinet, and I took out my K-lite Clearbooks [all 3 of them] and put them in another storage thingy. It was so nostalgic. [hah!] It's hard to be sentimental sometimes. You feel things that to others are rather pathetic. Oh well...I will not throw them away...not yet...I have spent years collecting them. I guess, I'll just have to keep them out of eyesight for now...
Wednesday, June 12, 2002
Cough, Cough
I have a cough today [actually, it's been going on for 3 days now] I took Solmux the other day but I guess it didn't work. Anyhow, I was suppose to go to SM Megamall yesterday but it rained, so, I ended up going with my cousins at SM Fairview. First stop and last stop, Filbars [of course]. I bought magazines [Jane with Uma on the cover; Dolly with Drew on the cover; 2 Biography with Cruise on the cover---will give it to Eira and Ada;] and books [Hannibal, A Patchwork Planet by Anne Tyler, and another one I forget the title...] Looked for John Mayers CD but it wasn't available yet at the record shop. Will try M1 this weekend.
At around 10PM-ish, went to Octave KTV with my sister and cousin to meet up with 4 of the EBC Gang [one is an honorary member...heehee]. I got home at around 3AM-ish, slept at 4AM-ish, woke up at 5AM-ish...and you bet I'm sleepy right about now...so I have to end this one for now.
I have a cough today [actually, it's been going on for 3 days now] I took Solmux the other day but I guess it didn't work. Anyhow, I was suppose to go to SM Megamall yesterday but it rained, so, I ended up going with my cousins at SM Fairview. First stop and last stop, Filbars [of course]. I bought magazines [Jane with Uma on the cover; Dolly with Drew on the cover; 2 Biography with Cruise on the cover---will give it to Eira and Ada;] and books [Hannibal, A Patchwork Planet by Anne Tyler, and another one I forget the title...] Looked for John Mayers CD but it wasn't available yet at the record shop. Will try M1 this weekend.
At around 10PM-ish, went to Octave KTV with my sister and cousin to meet up with 4 of the EBC Gang [one is an honorary member...heehee]. I got home at around 3AM-ish, slept at 4AM-ish, woke up at 5AM-ish...and you bet I'm sleepy right about now...so I have to end this one for now.
Sunday, June 09, 2002
Still No Comments...[as if I need them...]
Okay, the Comments tags are still not showing, I must have done something wrong. Will get to it when I have more time. I can live without comments. Oh well...I came from the dentist yesterday...one of the things that I don't like doing. But it's a must to go to the dentist at least every 6 months. So, I went.
Also, I went to church yesterday, I wasn't suppose to go in but my Mother was with me. Dang. I just stood still. Dang. I have a few issues regarding my faith. What's wrong with me. Can't really talk about it yet. Anyhoo, a lotta people came in late. [that's what I noticed? really bad.] Though, after watching A Walk To Remember, a line said from Mandy Moore's character hit me, the line went..."I don't need a reason to get angry with God..." [that hit home...pretty hard...]
Okay, the Comments tags are still not showing, I must have done something wrong. Will get to it when I have more time. I can live without comments. Oh well...I came from the dentist yesterday...one of the things that I don't like doing. But it's a must to go to the dentist at least every 6 months. So, I went.
Also, I went to church yesterday, I wasn't suppose to go in but my Mother was with me. Dang. I just stood still. Dang. I have a few issues regarding my faith. What's wrong with me. Can't really talk about it yet. Anyhoo, a lotta people came in late. [that's what I noticed? really bad.] Though, after watching A Walk To Remember, a line said from Mandy Moore's character hit me, the line went..."I don't need a reason to get angry with God..." [that hit home...pretty hard...]
Saturday, June 08, 2002
My Utopia in cyberspace...
Yes, finally I was able to upload the front page of my personal site though I forgot to save the stylesheet from Lil Monica...dang. At least, the front page is up. I haven't told anyone about the URL though. Will tell the EBC first as soon as it's finished. A long way to go. Oh goody, there's no work on Wednesday [Independence Day]. Yeeha.
Also, I signed up at YACCS so that my blog can accept comments. As if a lotta people will check this out.
I'm outta here for now. 'Til next time.
Yes, finally I was able to upload the front page of my personal site though I forgot to save the stylesheet from Lil Monica...dang. At least, the front page is up. I haven't told anyone about the URL though. Will tell the EBC first as soon as it's finished. A long way to go. Oh goody, there's no work on Wednesday [Independence Day]. Yeeha.
Also, I signed up at YACCS so that my blog can accept comments. As if a lotta people will check this out.
I'm outta here for now. 'Til next time.
Friday, June 07, 2002
Yeeaahh, right...
Guess what? K-lite has a new site...about damn time. One question though, Why now? What's this new guy have that the Captain didn't? Dang. I checked it out, and it made me teary-eyed just looking at the front page. Everything seem so happy. Damn. Why? Why be happy without the usual K-lite? Why? Without Nitelite. Without Twisted. Without Monica. Without Little David. Why? Please tell me. Coz I can't/don't understand all of it. Just now, I'm getting teary-eyed, just thinking about K-lite. Damn. I breathed K-lite since...been too long...and the thing is, I sometimes wish [at the back of my-so-called-mind] that K-lite cease to exist. I know, it's a BAD [really bad] thought but I can't help it, because I know that 2 people have been wronged and people are just getting on with their lives as if nothing has happened. No mention about Little David on the website. What the...? He was the brain of K-lite. Without him, K-lite is nothing. Not even an acknowledgement. What are these people thinking? In Tagalog, walang utang na loob.
[deep breaths. deep even breaths...deep deep breaths...]
Oh man, now, the urge to even update Litebuzz Online is just not there anymore...it pains me to have this attitude towards K-lite but I'm only human and it hurts...call me pathetic...but it does...man. Whenever I see my clearbooks with K-lite souvenirs, it just breaks my heart...though it sometimes make me smile because I think of the times when it was all good. [yeah, those were the days...]
I really don't know if I will update the site still...I'm even thinking of deleting it. What do you think? Should I? Am I just being a drama queen here? My hormones are really unpredictable these days...and that's another story. Damn.
Guess what? K-lite has a new site...about damn time. One question though, Why now? What's this new guy have that the Captain didn't? Dang. I checked it out, and it made me teary-eyed just looking at the front page. Everything seem so happy. Damn. Why? Why be happy without the usual K-lite? Why? Without Nitelite. Without Twisted. Without Monica. Without Little David. Why? Please tell me. Coz I can't/don't understand all of it. Just now, I'm getting teary-eyed, just thinking about K-lite. Damn. I breathed K-lite since...been too long...and the thing is, I sometimes wish [at the back of my-so-called-mind] that K-lite cease to exist. I know, it's a BAD [really bad] thought but I can't help it, because I know that 2 people have been wronged and people are just getting on with their lives as if nothing has happened. No mention about Little David on the website. What the...? He was the brain of K-lite. Without him, K-lite is nothing. Not even an acknowledgement. What are these people thinking? In Tagalog, walang utang na loob.
[deep breaths. deep even breaths...deep deep breaths...]
Oh man, now, the urge to even update Litebuzz Online is just not there anymore...it pains me to have this attitude towards K-lite but I'm only human and it hurts...call me pathetic...but it does...man. Whenever I see my clearbooks with K-lite souvenirs, it just breaks my heart...though it sometimes make me smile because I think of the times when it was all good. [yeah, those were the days...]
I really don't know if I will update the site still...I'm even thinking of deleting it. What do you think? Should I? Am I just being a drama queen here? My hormones are really unpredictable these days...and that's another story. Damn.
Wednesday, June 05, 2002
New Blogger On The Block
Guess what? because i was browsing through other people's Blog last night, i totally lost track of time and i totally forgot about ED. man, 4 times in a row that i've missed the show. anyhow, i found Wil Wheaton's blog, blast from the past. I used to watch Startrek: The Next Generation waiting for his appearance on the tube, didn't really understand [actuallly, i didn't pay much attention] the show but what the hey, Wil was there. It was almost 9 when i got home. man. these Blogs are rather addicting. [i'm posting again am i not?! heehee] i caught Sex and the City last night, Aidan is baaaaccckkk....yeeha...can you say schwing?! [you bet i can!], he's been a hottie since his Northern Exposure days. yes, he's in my top25 list [yep, another one of them list]. after watching the 11pm FRIENDS on StarWorld, i turned off the TV and started tinkering with Lil Monica [FYI, she's my computer] i started doing the front page for my personal site...very simple...but i like it...my knowledge about making websites is still limited, so, i have to make do with what i know as of the moment. i wanna learn how to do a lotta stuffs. cool stuffs. in time. all in time. it will be done.
My youngest sister is planning to buy a mean computer when she get her mid-year bonus in a couple of months. i find it funny, because, now, we might have two computers in the house. heehee. if it rains, it pours. Enough for now. my lunch break is over. have to be somewhere.
Guess what? because i was browsing through other people's Blog last night, i totally lost track of time and i totally forgot about ED. man, 4 times in a row that i've missed the show. anyhow, i found Wil Wheaton's blog, blast from the past. I used to watch Startrek: The Next Generation waiting for his appearance on the tube, didn't really understand [actuallly, i didn't pay much attention] the show but what the hey, Wil was there. It was almost 9 when i got home. man. these Blogs are rather addicting. [i'm posting again am i not?! heehee] i caught Sex and the City last night, Aidan is baaaaccckkk....yeeha...can you say schwing?! [you bet i can!], he's been a hottie since his Northern Exposure days. yes, he's in my top25 list [yep, another one of them list]. after watching the 11pm FRIENDS on StarWorld, i turned off the TV and started tinkering with Lil Monica [FYI, she's my computer] i started doing the front page for my personal site...very simple...but i like it...my knowledge about making websites is still limited, so, i have to make do with what i know as of the moment. i wanna learn how to do a lotta stuffs. cool stuffs. in time. all in time. it will be done.
My youngest sister is planning to buy a mean computer when she get her mid-year bonus in a couple of months. i find it funny, because, now, we might have two computers in the house. heehee. if it rains, it pours. Enough for now. my lunch break is over. have to be somewhere.
Tuesday, June 04, 2002
Should I even bother?
Okay, here i go again with this blog posting...Irene inspired me to do this...i haven't given out the URL of this blogspot to anyone yet...in time...i'm not ready...maybe after my website is finished...for this will surely be linked to it. i haven't even started with the site yet. just putting it in paper first. i need more time.
man, it's been 2 months [give or take] since i last tuned in to K-lite. i missed the K-lite that i love tremendously. it just doesn't feel right anymore. they even have a DJ who sound very un-K-lite. whatever. be that way. i don't care anymore. i'm even lazy to update LiteBuzz Online but i have to. for the last time. will turn it into a tribute page. anyhow, i just have to move on like everybody else is doing. i just miss them. oh well...
Okay, here i go again with this blog posting...Irene inspired me to do this...i haven't given out the URL of this blogspot to anyone yet...in time...i'm not ready...maybe after my website is finished...for this will surely be linked to it. i haven't even started with the site yet. just putting it in paper first. i need more time.
man, it's been 2 months [give or take] since i last tuned in to K-lite. i missed the K-lite that i love tremendously. it just doesn't feel right anymore. they even have a DJ who sound very un-K-lite. whatever. be that way. i don't care anymore. i'm even lazy to update LiteBuzz Online but i have to. for the last time. will turn it into a tribute page. anyhow, i just have to move on like everybody else is doing. i just miss them. oh well...
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